I had found a friend

I hate this place.  I so fucking hate this place.  As much as oragon scared me, it was a breath of fresh air.  I can only see that now.  At the time the freeness of it all scared me only because I could never in my wildest fantasies believe such a place existed.

Back in fucking shit hell also know as the god forgotten state of Virginia.

I spend my days.. wishing for death.  I spend my days hating where I am.  I spend my days listening to people tell me how he world is going to hell when all I can see is retarded morons who are scared about the future when the entire time it would do nothing but help them.  They are all stuck within a system that has been based on lies and myths. 

I want to urinate on those people.  Each time I hear about the short comments of a progressive state I have this urge to take a shit and rub their faces in it like you would with a bad dog all the while saying, " you see this? You made this."

I cant lie to my self

I know what I want.  I know where I want to be. I want a personal life as rewarding internally as my professional life.
It so sucks right now I am .. from means of my own making.. stuck in the worst fucking state in the entire country. 
God please help me.

Oh I so wish I had a pair of pink see through panties on right now.  If I could get that wish then I would also ask for a pink see through bra.  If that wish was full filled then I would also ask for a pink see through baby doll, pink stockings with red ribbons, and a pink butt plug.  That is what I wish I was wearing right at this moment.  My clitty is soo hard.

Oh well here is more pics.

This is one of my favorite pics.  Oh.. I just so want to be her.

Oh well.. here is some more pics.

Just more pictures.. I likes pics..

Just some more sissy pictures..